My Kundalini Experience: Part 1 of 3 / Bipolar Disorder Spiritual
Posted in Yoga on 09/10/2010 02:45 pm by HolisticLiving
Sometimes a kundalini experience can be mistaken for bipolar disorder or other mental disorders. Here is an account of my experience from December, 2008.
09/10/2010 at 2:46 pm
@bipolarorwakingup many but still, game and not game i say to you: 333, 48, 92, 458, 11, 13,8 and 2 xxx
09/10/2010 at 3:40 pm
Thanks for replying. I posted on another video asking if you’ve ever “unleashed” your power, by that i mean bring on a manic episode purposely by ways of not sleeping etc, and if so, is it detrimental?
by the way, love your vids. great stuff.
09/10/2010 at 4:24 pm
@Squeegee33 It was very similar to my spiritual ´psychosis´of 13 years ago. I think that is this kundalini experience had happened to me 10 years ago, it probably would have lead to a psychosis. However, at this point in my development, my mind was better prepared, and I knew what was happening. It felt much more physical that mental. The other episode was much more mental in orientation.
09/10/2010 at 5:13 pm
This Kundalini experience sounds very much like the beginning of a manic episode, the way the birds just chirp and the feeling of the wind and all that, the heightened senses and feeling of love for everything etc.
I wouldn’t be surprised if only people like us (people with bipolar) can achieve this kundalini experience.
since bipolar is only recognized in the western culture as a mental illness, these people who experiences kundalini could very well be bipolar and not know it,.
cool stuff.
09/10/2010 at 5:32 pm
Let your sexual fluid build up,it will travel up the spine after 11 days of not spilling semen.That is the secret of chakras.
09/10/2010 at 6:28 pm
I know exactly what you are talking about, since I used these techniques for athletic performance ( extremely effective ).
Since I used to do it more intuitively , crossed legs were out of question , as it was creating obstacle
Forcing ourselves to do what other folks are very comfortable with is a major obstacle in achieving a goal.
In my case it took minutes , not days.Very powerful energy.
09/10/2010 at 7:17 pm
@ZeoDyce Nope, but it sure felt like they were close…like right there. Angels, aliens, gods? who knows!
09/10/2010 at 7:33 pm
Have you spoke with aliens? (or “angels”/god if you’re still into that)
09/10/2010 at 7:51 pm
@madhurjibhai Part 2: If this had happened to me 15 years ago, for sure I would not have been able to handle it. I feel that, at 44, I was spiritually and intellectually prepared to accept this process and simply let it pass through me. For most others, I expect their fear would have blocked the process. I literally felt like a puppet of God.
Also, the engergies are still passing through me, a year later, but in more sublte forms, when I sleep, after meditation.
09/10/2010 at 8:36 pm
@madhurjibhai If you see my video on my ´bipolar´psychosis, you will see that at the time, I saw that as a spiritual awakening, without a doubt. Doctors were sure it was a psychosis. Now I see it as a successfuly processed psychosis. And you are correct, without a doubt, passing through that process a decade ago, made it much easier to pass through this kundalini experience.
09/10/2010 at 9:22 pm
Could it be that your bipolar problem ‘helped’ you achieve all this in just a matter of days?
09/10/2010 at 9:35 pm
Very important information. Thank you for uploading!
09/10/2010 at 9:50 pm
I had awakening once when i was 16, i felt like an elemental force, like an ocean, i was even able to levitate a piece of paper, but that was the first and the last time
09/10/2010 at 10:06 pm
That’s called a “llama” (with two l’s).
09/10/2010 at 10:15 pm
I asked a lama once. It told me nothing and then spat near my foot. I had then reached enlightenment. This lama had four legs and a long neck. Laugh and the world laughs with you. Weep and you weep alone.
09/10/2010 at 10:57 pm
Meditate! I have some videos on it. It will help you process that spinal tingling (unless you just have a back problem – it could be just nerves).
09/10/2010 at 11:49 pm
the retreat sounds like there giving you guys thousands of years of spiritual practice in 10 days. really cool.
i need help with kundalini. im only 19 and im having spasms and small bouts of spinal tingling(like lightning)
09/10/2010 at 11:54 pm
I’ve never had bipolar symptoms but experienced some type of Kundalini while attempting vibrational Out of Body states.I started with controlled lucid dreaming,then projecting to the various planes and conscious visions during meditation.Reading the occult literature of the Theosophists,I was convinced of objective out of body states,i.e. non subjective, and practiced the techniques of Robert Monroe.OVERWHELMING. I still suffer from restless leg syndrome-excess tingling,non sublimated energy.
09/11/2010 at 12:27 am
This helped get me started. Up to you if you want to watch from part 1- watch?v=U0XFMxht8Uw
09/11/2010 at 12:32 am
Start meditating!
09/11/2010 at 12:53 am
Now I know what people mean when they say “you dont know what love is” well I dont know what it is cuz i certainly didnt know it can come out of your chest cuz i think it needs another peroson or am i wrong? I could use some spiritual awakening as well but havent been lucky with that
09/11/2010 at 1:04 am
I’d love to work with one of those guys. the leader at out retreat was a joke.
09/11/2010 at 1:39 am
(cont’d)… Later on, after I got involved in Vajrayana with qualified lamas, I realized I was very glad I stopped when I did. They don’t miss a beat when you ask them about different practices; they are quick to inform you what is dangerous and why it’s dangerous and that you need qualified instruction. I don’t want to get too into it for various reasons, but a qualified lama can really help you through this stuff in ways most people wouldn’t even think possible.
All the best to your future!
09/11/2010 at 2:02 am
That sucks. There are a few good books on sudden Kundalini awakening. My Life With Kundalini is a good one, but I don’t know if it will teach you much you already haven’t experienced firsthand. In my experience, I was practicing Kundalini Yoga by MYSELF from BOOKS (bad!) and started to have these weird experiences which scared me into immediately stopping. I knew from research you weren’t supposed to do it w/o teacher, but I was brave (until something happened!).
Later on, after (cont’d)…
09/11/2010 at 2:03 am
The retreat was outside of Rio, and while it was an established Goenka, Vipassana retreat, I was very dissappointed with the meditation leader. She was not a Lama. Perhaps a lama could have been more helpful. She was useless.